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SUPRESSION (OF THE HEART)

By Brant W. Fowler

 

The waves crash against the ship,

Tossing us every which way.

Land is but a distant memory.

Home is a hopeless dream.

Jets streak through the sky,

Breaking the moment of silence,

Reminding us of the tragic cloud that envelopes us.

We’ve come to protect strangers at the cost of friends.

So many lives lost.

I tell myself that my sacrifices are valiant and just.

Do I believe it when faced with death?

If I die here will anything have changed?

Am I only worthy of heroism in death?

I hate the sea and these foreign lands.

Perhaps if in pleasure I would have visited them…

But after this I shall never travel again.

Water shall never appeal to me, nor the sky.

Alas, I am robbed of happiness and satisfaction in my life.

No one will ever know to what depth my pain runs.

I alone must live with the things I have done.

 

 

© 2002 Brant W. Fowler